Fuck what now?

At first you were everything I wanted. And without a care you suddenly..just weren't? How does this happen? I just don't understand! It was perfect..maybe to perfect...maybe being this far just doesn't work out as well as I would have wanted it to. And maybe I'm just looking for a good thrill. So again maybe, its not you. And as for you..who still messes with my head..how the hell does this work out! I can fight you, and you can hate me, and I can cry over you. And one good word..and I'm back to where I started. Why is this so messed up, and why can't I push either of you out and get someone new.
Uhhh fuck you frustrations of the heart. fuck you residence. Fuck you schooling/webCT fuck off useless times of my life.
Hello new beginning starting from the bottom and working my way up once more.