Monday, August 25, 2008

Facebook: Good or Bad?

The other day I was being a FB snoop, and found out a guy I used to adore had a girlfriend. This crushed me. I'm not really sure why, because we never kept in touch after it went downhill.

But then tonight, one of his friends mentioned to me that he was dating. I pretended I didn't care and played it off really cool.

Which brings me to think, if we're all snooping on Facebook are we setting ourselves up for heartbreaks, or are we really getting a head start on those awkward questions we usually take another drink over.

How Strange?

Last nigh I drempt...
That you picked me a sunflower from a garden.
You picked it so deep, it had the root attached.

And we tried to get playful in the middle of a street.
We layed down there and you licked my shoe while
an Officer pulled up and told us to break it up.

Then at some point during this dream,
I was locked in a colorful room, the floor a shallow pool.
And I was looking for a peircing bead, for my industrial.

Then finally we were on a couch outside of a little gas station in my home town.
We had sexual relations, atleast I was told we were having them.
And when we finished, I gagged and threw up the contents of my mouth.
Oddly, I don't even want to write what those contents were...

Thursday, August 14, 2008

You coulda been anyone else

Why do I always let myself get hurt,
Over something I wish was real?

Friday, August 8, 2008

Lucky Number 8

For Once In Our Lives, It felt Perfect between us.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

look how pretty she is, when she falls down.

I don't understand you, or you and I don't trust you.

I don't understand you because you always know when I've messed up.
And you always know when to step in, and put in two cents.

And I don't understand you because you're so fake.
You lie, you're not real, you're just a shell of something.

And I don't trust you because you're far to close.
You say a few things that freak me out.
And I may like it?