Mon Jul 28, 2008 11:39 pm

Tonight, I'm not sure if I should cry.
I mean, is it really worth crying over spilt milk.
I've drank a bottle of wine and
smoked half a pack of cigarettes because of you.
I don't know how
to make things right, okay?
I tried my best.
I wanted to be your friend.
I didn't want you out of my life.
But you said goodbye.
And then I said goodbye,
and you erased me from your life.
As if nothing happened.
And now I'm holding back tears,
and they'll soon be running down my face.
It hurts more to hold them back
but I keep thinking if I don't cry them
that I'll be strong.
That I shouldn't cry
because I don't even know if you're worth it.
But if I do cry, I think you've won,
and that I've made one of the
biggest mistakes of my life.
Maybe I did love you.
Maybe right now i wasn't ready
and maybe one day I will be.
Or maybe I'll just stay this mess
you erased forever.
I just wish it didn't end tonight.
Not like this.

Young Girl.Just Hold Tight.

Maybe I never attempted Suicide
Because I was to busy stopping you.
And just look where that got us...

I'm Sorry...But

Your comments made me want to vomit. I'm so fucking disgusted by your conclusions.

And that makes 4...

Can someone please tell me why having children is such a fucking growing fad.
Is it that hard to keep yourself protected these days?
Really is it?!

Hmm...

So, I just walked out on dinner with my parents
I don't feel half bad

RadioForHelp - Don't Flatter Yourself

i know that you deserve better
what did i do
to deserve this?
i'm sorry, i'm sorry
you know that i'm sorry
this time your eyes caught me off guard
and you've only got one shot to make things alright
so let's get this over with...

just one last time
tell me that you're coming home
oh, i know that you're not coming home tonight
(tonight) i want you here
(i want you here) i want you to know that i'm not alright

it seems like you've been gone forever
but forever not long enough to me
"i'm sorry"
"don't say say sorry, for what?"
don't flatter yourself
i know you're beautiful but there's so much more, my miss

just one last time
tell me that you're coming home
oh, i know that you're not coming home tonight
(tonight) i want you here
(i want you here) i want you to know that i'm not alright

i wish we could just get over this
but i just dont know how to make you see
"i'm sorry
"but are we really?
no.
we've been here before
i know you're still upset but i just want to make this right

just one last time
tell me that you're coming home
oh, i know that you're not coming home tonight
(tonight) i want you here
(i want you here) i want you to know that i'm not alright

how do i get it through to you
when it always seems like we're on different pages
of the same wonderful book?
don't know where to start this,
all i want is for this to end and for you
to be here beside me
this constant thinking about it is driving me insane
sometimes i think that i am like your worst enemy
i might know
that i
will get over you...

EyesWideShut

When she said, "I didn't know relationships were supposed to be this fun." I cried. I cried so much because I didn't understand how I could have missed that concept, it's so simple. So simple that it brings me to tears thinking about it. How did I miss that, How?

iohsjdgfhsk

Fuck being home sick.
Fuck crying all these tears.
Fuck trying to be someone you're not.